My eyes tear as i think of you,
If only i hadn't walked away.
Would it of been so different,
If i had begged you to stay.

I turned and quickly departed,
I hardly had time to catch my breath.
What if i had shouted to stop you,
Would you still be with me and not dead.

Why did you take that last pill?
The one that could of saved your life.
A split second decision,
Turned me into a widow not a wife.

I still wonder if i could of stopped you,
Maybe one day i will know the truth.
If i could of been the one to save you,
From death robbing you of your youth...

Sheila...