i eat through the horoscopes and predictions for the new year like the words will cut through the raging fire that is my anxiety and lovelessness,
(i had bruises all along my jaw)
i regret that we never fell together, i regret the way you left me and the way i let you leave the way i know you like the sound of the car pulling up in the drive way and the taste of cappuccino, the warm glow of hydrocodone the greybrown of tree skin