You were a silhouette in red from the taillights. We were lost on the side of the highway. It was cold and we were smoking, exhaling gingerly into the winter night. There's something gorgeous about you there, underneath the lamp of the streetlight and tinted red. You smoked with the cigarette high between your fingers, almost to the nail, holding it tight and kissing it to your lips with a grace I haven't been witness to since. Your hands got cold and you grabbed mine, pushing them into the pockets of my winter coat. It has never again been more ok to be cold, there against the car. It has never again been more ok to be lost.