I want to share a pain that everyone thinks I have passed away.
All these love poems are for a girl that makes me feel insane.
I confessed my love to her many years ago.
We loved each other for a year or so
Everyday was like a blessing but pleasing her was with no gain.
After I have left her
Her memories still remain
She haunts me all these days although I know what I did was the best decision I made.
I am unable to love another woman because she took over my heart and veins.
There is no blood pumping I am just flesh a bones all the same.
Nothing to feed my body since my heart is taken away.
I remember the time I read her stories about how we will always love each other no matter what the case.
I left her for one reason the she wouldn't sacrifice herself for me.
I travelled to get a job and make her happy and even wanted to do what's needed from me.
But she never understood the struggle I went through.
She said she would stand beside me but she never did.
If should would have supported me we would still be together.
Cause for me she is perfect and we are ment to back each other.
I love her and I still do.
These poems I write are all just about you.
I write them cause I say it will make me feel better.
Well instead it brings me more pain to know that you are gone.
I hope one day this poem would reach you.
To know how much I love you.
You will always stay in my heart.
Your an angel and don't let anyone convince you that you are not.