my legs have seen better cashmere than this lamp of blanched bulb- and my tendrils, better sunshine than this pallor of fraying felt. would you excuse me- just for a second? I'd hate to reduce that discordant disk-golf that you call "discourse" to anything more than- what's better known as- abhorrent. would you excuse me? I'll be right back- it's just that late nights tend to dilate my find of last rites and conflate, switch back, rewind, the time so that my psyche somehow aligns with what's trying to find me.