A changing pillow, so soft with its yellowness. A freshly laid outfit so fresh with the sweet smell of babies. A cowboy swinging with the joy of Christmas morning. The aroma of baby powder dancing in the air. The sound of a fist banging the wall. A cabinet filled with a collection of toys. A white Pooh Bear smiling at the chair with cowboys on the side. A rainforest setting singing italicrock a bye babyitalic. Tweetie, Sylvester, Bugs Bunny, and Daffy Duck swinging on a merry go round. The sound of a baby happily talking to angels. A happy baby laughing as he watches angels dance before him. I close my eyes and count to three. I open my eyes. Never will it be.