I embraced my descent
Let it rip me apart
Tear me to shreds from the inside out
Stood by watching those I love suffer
And powerless to stop it

I was the passenger
The girl with the red hair
The look on her face when she knew it was the end
These last seconds will not be kind

Did the bottom come up to meet me
Or drop out completely
Looking back it's not clear
Please forgive me
my dear