AFRAID
to dream
TO SEE.

MEMORIES
Mirroring,
Twisting,
warping,
Itself INSIDE
my brain.

TRAPPED
this vivid cage,
this room,
ALONE.

DON’T want
to remember
how to FEEL.

But I do
SECRETLY,
I DO.

TRUTH
LIES FORBIDDEN

Don’t tell
HIDE Inside;
SCARED.

I will;
CRASH
BURN
FALL.

Feelings of;
HATE,
despair,
ANGER.

Just WANT to see;
BLOOD drained
from YOUR veins

The TORTURE;
felt vicariously
through me.

I want you to FEEL
what YOU did.

NAKED skin
VILE tastes;
Drowning
in
PAIN.

REMEMBER
dark attempts;

HAVING
STRONG,
rough,
touching,
HANDS

always
HOLDING ME DOWN.