AFRAID
to dream
TO SEE.
MEMORIES
Mirroring,
Twisting,
warping,
Itself INSIDE
my brain.
TRAPPED
this vivid cage,
this room,
ALONE.
DON’T want
to remember
how to FEEL.
But I do
SECRETLY,
I DO.
TRUTH
LIES FORBIDDEN
Don’t tell
HIDE Inside;
SCARED.
I will;
CRASH
BURN
FALL.
Feelings of;
HATE,
despair,
ANGER.
Just WANT to see;
BLOOD drained
from YOUR veins
The TORTURE;
felt vicariously
through me.
I want you to FEEL
what YOU did.
NAKED skin
VILE tastes;
Drowning
in
PAIN.
REMEMBER
dark attempts;
HAVING
STRONG,
rough,
touching,
HANDS
always
HOLDING ME DOWN.