I always said I can live without love Its because you are the only one I would ever love Every time your name is said I can't stop but to think of the woman I really wanted to spent my love with It's something I can't get over with You took my heart and made it yours I can't even get it back without being hurt or worse I love you even if you loved me in reverse . I want to disperece my body into ashes to see you up close . You think after the love I had for you for all these years I would turn my back and say goodbye forever. I left you but that was because I never felt I would be the one you want without a job or even worse. I never felt you loved what I am and how I looked to you at all. Although I saw you the prettiest woman in the universe. I wrote a lot of poems but all of them is because you are the one the drive the pen and the mind to write. All that my ink spells is your name and the love I wanted to have with you . I hope you are happy and living a beautiful life and found a guy who loves you more than I do. By the way I still have you number because forgetting you is almost insane. You are the addiction that no doctor or pharmacist can treat. I love you forever you know who you are and I hope you think of me the same