Silence in my mind is spinning Looking through the two-way mirror Staring at the midnight sun I lose myself outside of hearth and home ... Smiling as the tears are falling Never letting my act go My mascara may be running But you'll never see my eyes look low ... Proud and lonely in my heart Alive and dead in my soul If I smile, is it genuine? Do you think that you can know? ... Do you think that you can understand? Can you read me like a scroll? Can you hear me screaming quietly? Can you see my mind swirling? ... Old and young in one body Deep sea churning in my soul Ancient fear and those newly won Compete against the pull of the moon ... My mind is out among the elements A part of everything and of nothing In a million directions I must go If I am to find my soul flung about the midnight sky ... Smiling as the tears are falling Never letting my act go My mascara may be running But you'll never see my eyes look low ... Proud and lonely in my heart Alive and dead in my soul If I smile, is it genuine? Do you think that you can know?