'times i think i have it finally only to discover not actually it's so slippery and intangible it feels light as a feather and ethereal as smoke rising: a thing so painful to glimpse 'cause it's always in flight a reality too much like a dream and a love so sweet and fluffy i must have imagined it life itself leaves you wondering how you ever got so suffering time lulls you and you sleep and snore till you think you're here to stay but your tiny moment is a fleeting one the accountant is always within earshot