I feel so ******* sad and so ******* hopeless and everytime he smiles at her my chest hurts and I don't know what I did wrong but I can't rely on anyone anymore and I thought I could this is what i get for caring so **** much **** I can't breath and I'm sitting here in science and she's fluttering her eyes at him and I want to **** her my heart is pounding in my chest and there's an anchor sitting in my stomach and a tidal wave rising in my ears and my eyes are stinging from the thought that he never loved me