Why can't I stop? Why can't I stop thinking of you?! Every thought you come across my mind. I wonder about you, I miss you, I... I love you. That must be it right? Or am I just a foolish boy trying to make his dreams and fantasies a reality. Someone like you could never love me. My mind it tortures me with these lies, with these illusions thinking I have a life with you, and I love every minute of it. No matter how much pain it brings to me, no matter how much it consumes me. I...I love you. I have to keep you happy that's what I want...but I don't know what you want. Maybe you don't want me maybe you don't feel what I feel. That's ok just let me enjoy what is there and let me burn and fall later, I can handle myself. I want to be there for you when you cry, smile, laugh, I want you to never feel alone because I...I love you. I want to be there when you wake up the first thing you see to bring joy to you. When you go to sleep I want to be there comforting you and holding you in my arms. Just lay me down next you and I will never leave your side I promise. Even if you live to be a hundred years old, I will love hundred years with you plus one day. That way you never live a life without me in your heart. I would do all this and more for you just because...I love you.