Deep in my mind, a voice whispers to me Late in the night, I eventually agree Yet no matter my efforts, I cannot conform Not for this voice in my head, I shall never perform I don't believe that I'm free, so in darkness I await It is the best I can do, to try to not hate But the venom has a hold in me, its roots have grown quick I can't see myself in the mirror, my soul twisted and sick The world giggles and laughs, all at my expense But soon it shall tremble, I will destroy it's defense Dragged into oblivion by the Just gods I ended up hating myself, what were the odds?