You have never been anywhere but here. All of your memories are mine, too. Sipping fanta from ceramic mugs, curled up on the kitchen floor. Theres supposed to be a lesson, here, about growing up and growing apart, but I am sunblind, unseeing. Even when the gowns come off, when the train door closes, I still care about all of this. You will never not be a part of me. Four years and still, still, still, the light bends around you, reaching through the dark. I am glad we got to do this together. All this time. I love you no matter what you become.