But I knew I was in too deep
When I sat there trying everything
Anything to give me the same feeling that you did
Alcohol? Nope.
Exercising? Nope.
I let the water run one night
Down into the tub
And let it submerge me in my entirety
Until I was half conscious
Screaming at myself
To get you out of my mind
But it didn't work.
Nothing worked.
I am so helplessly in love with you
That I think the only way out
Is to die.