Sadness hovers in the corner of my thoughts As I look to the future , wreathed in shattered hopes A glimpse of the trivial past, that defines nothing A look to the darkness doesnβt bring the spark of tomorrow A fake hope only brings superfluous sorrow A man with black suit in rainy street A girl in the desert with umbrella , bare feet A lady holding an empty cradle A blind with walking stick, laying in bed Absurd is the sense of need Meaningless is the voice of grief To tell a truth is to lie to myself I miss the day where I knew I have no choice To go that way, like sailing in a river The big blue wonβt ****** me with directions The beautiful purple orange of the west But the stars lead the way in the dark Or the beautiful red with yellow of the east And the heat of the day murders the merit of my diligence No power can help the restless I chose not to chose , but what will be my destiny Is it really written? Or I really have to write my fate But what if the book of life has no end And the terminal of life leads to one flight A flight that takes me back home Where the journy never end And my ship never set sail And the winds blow no more The flowers won't bloom A journy to the where it all began Caught endlessly in the sands of time