You want me to forget. Forget everything that's happened. But I can't forget. Forgetting the pain Is like forgetting a entire part of my life it Just doesn't go away that easy. It's always in the back of my mind, nagging telling me that you can't trust anyone. Even myself. Because I can't trust myself. For some reason I'm the person I have the hardests time trusting. I don't know why well I do but I don't like to tell people, It's like I don't want anyone to know. Know the real me because I'm scared. scared to have people judge me because out of everything. That is my greatest. Fear.