i know you never loved me because when i had a problem instead of helping me you would shun me as if your friends would find out and judge you for dating me or because you thought i was crazy and maybe i was but you were crazy too!! we dealt with the same things and i understood, and all i wanted was for you to acknowledge our imperfections and help me make them better not cast me aside.. i just wanted your help.. why does this still bother me??