1 2 3
Ages in a state that I don't remember much
4 5 6
I was happy and carefree, having so many friends that I couldn't even count them
7 8 9
Started to have be alone at home while papa went to see "a man about a horse"
10 11 12
I started to become a women like they said yet I was falling for girls more then I did boys, making lies when they asked if I liked someone
13 14 15
Realizing I'm not meant to be the little girl my dad always knew and the depressed stages began as I wished that I was dead
16
An age I'll be next month, if I can keep the depression quiet for that long
17 18 19
I don't know if I'll make it as I grip onto all the hope that I can hold as the depression speaks nasty words to me