The tabby cat sits under the orange tree of the newly mown garden. He or she, is looking at me, me with my window open and staring right at it.
We are held in peace, winter is not unlike this moment consistently giving you moments of peace in the cold days.
The cat is off, it’s chunky belly keeping it from jumping the fence. No wind,
it is hard to describe wind, when it isn’t windy without using hand movements and blowing noises. Like I’m doing right now reader,
or listener. I reach into my drawer and pull out a new cat — one to go and sit under that tree. So I sit in this moment for ever,
like a narcissistic magician pulling white fluffy rabbits out of a hat to just fill it back up with cats, for me to live perpetually alone with a cat drawer.
To never age, to become the portrait of the tabby cat sitting under the burning tree and the smoke rising from London.