Paralysis of expression Amidst the tumult of inner seizing As I suffocate among the oxygen Laden air, my silent sleeping foe Whose gradual touch halts The rhythmic beating of my cardiac muscle Like a mother calming her quailing babe Under the feathery touch of his infantile pillow. The slithering filth of his strokes, unmarred By my fierce belligerence, he stays Amid my joy, he stands with calm assurance And clutches as each molecular morsel In his reach, then fill them With his soothing poison, They turn against me, as they lay Their arms upon the softer ground, And leave me sinking into panicked stillness As my lungs heave peacefully in Their unapologetic laxation Amidst my sea of screams.