What could I know of what goes on in the distorted mind But you were my preferred poison if ever I should drink any Now I'm thirsty, anyone can see Parched "They all saw", that's what u said-wrote, rather inscribed, in crayola, on Inside- wood, pregnant with promises I had a ring You wore me round your neck We made up stories Despicable Still I have so much anger Dreams Memories Songs of you, again failing to meet me halfway impossibly drunk in my eyes Loathing and Still it is impossible not to love the dead We always love the dead, weeeeping desperately upon tombstones Garlands candles prayers Please The walking tossed daggers carelessly and then was really the true weeping Noone wants that again, may you rest in peace but rest assured I am Living in peace