across the room the door serves it's purpose as a reminder of being forced in and out of them, shoved or carried. you didn't want to go, none of us did. we left the lights on as a reminder, peeking under the cracks in the bottom of the barrier. the light was a reminder of a purity. this girl is just a prototype of another one and another, i reasoned as i nudged you outside into the cold and lightless world. your eyes kept their pleading, as a reminder of innocent nights sneaking into your bedroom hardly breathing and knowing nothing, holding her head there, i, i...