French language has no direct translation for "I miss you." Instead, it is "tu me manques" which literally means "you are missing from me."
Missing, as in Removed, as in Absent. As in ribcage with one bar gone. As in bathtub for one. As is poetic justice, or returning home to a broken toaster and a goldfish with its belly to the sun.
As in waking up in Brooklyn to find you already in Manhattan.
Each night I drop my bed a little lower on its frame. The mattress a little closer to the floor.
Makes mourning feel less like falling. And falling, more like reassembling.