what's another piece missing
from my already broken heart
at this point it's just a loss
not even worth mentioning
sabotage of what could've been perfect
I'm so used to this feeling
of constant worthlessness
every effort is useless in the end
the appreciation never really lasts
the kisses' and touches'
deeper meanings now seem so shallow
it's like it all only mattered to me
I don't care about the confusion
in my heart anymore
I've shut out the way that it feels
and the ones who perpetrated
and I will continue to do so
because it's all that I know
protecting and trusting myself
is all that is left for me to do