A million drops of water fall outside my window it's a summer rain our skin sticks together but we keep each other close anyway a million leaves fall when the trees go brown it's autumn and I realise why it's called fall socks slide across the tiles in my kitchen we don't have any heat in the house except the heat from the clothes dryer we sit by it almost every night so our hands don't get too sore we spend the first warm day in a while lying in the sun in my backyard in warm comfortable silence our mouths filled with cotton wool; thats words we've never said until the mornings are earlier and the nights are later again we're together the world keeps changing around us I couldn't count the amount of quiet days we've had on the hands of 10 of our closest friends there's too many seasons going by for us to have time to say what we're thinking too many to say what the under current says it's throbbing around us with words we'll never say but words that we didn't need to say because we've told each other a million times in everything but words
a love poem about something i've never had but something i really want