I don't remember wanting anything more
And the distance is the only thing long term
I have crawled for days to get to you
Only to find that you’re no longer there

I wanted so badly
To take these dreams as far as they can go
But what I needed,
And what you feared the most
Have only ended a beautiful possibility

It was always there in the anticipation
Which becomes an ache that was dreaded
Then I became alienated
And you don't know how to feel free

I couldn't help but want to rely
So much was depending on air
Waves crushed the black sky
And I was left standing there

The point has been reached where I cared
But no longer am I concerned
Taking it or leaving it, no longer matters
It’s the battle to regain the thought