I shouldn't be missing you anymore,
but that doesn't mean I don't
I miss you being my person
I want to tell you this, but I wont

I wont ruin the happiness you've finally found
I won't be the ruckus in your white sound
I'll watch from a distance
because us becoming close has been off ever since

Since the night we let the truth come out
the night you convinced yourself to shout
your feelings for me and what they had meant
You learned your lesson not to vent

Because as usual I ran to my go-to
Shutting you out and cutting you off
Leaving you speechless which was more than enough

Your silence made movements in me I didn't think I could make
Jumping to conclusions was my forte
I assumed you'd leave like they had all done
So I left you to wake up alone to the beaming sun

And the bright future it had planned, for you too
The future you deserve, now I wish I knew
How home's been, and where you are
I miss you but we've always worked better afar