Awake. And then I was there Back in the real world With no one left to see Or any stories yet to be told. I was a lost soul again Wondering about, wandering about I would love to take off again To seek her out in this wicked land But I want to go back to my old life When I knew nothing of her And the evils behind those green eyes Oh how I despise This new ******* life Without innocence And a brand new sense The sense to look in, get in Love long and destroy That's my pitiful story To take on your burdens And swim through the oceans That my mind can't seem to swallow I just want to follow you down But it gets me so down, Now I see that... I want to go back to my young life. With my naΓ―ve eyes closing When the world says to lie. I will still live, when the world says die. I will continue to swim, with the worst things in life Wrapping around my neck. They are ripping up my shoulders And drinking my blood through a straw.