you touched me in the most intimate of ways traced the lines of my body my soul until i was marked with fingerprints your fingerprints small and delicate but painful and lingering i craved the contact and you were my biggest enabler pumping me full of what you called love what you claimed was understanding until i was hopelessly addicted and when you decided things were too hard and that i was no longer enough you took it all away and left me to go through the withdrawals on my own cold and hurting it was the worst sort of betrayal