I WANT TO SHAKE YOU AND YELL IN YOUR FACE: YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS, YOU’RE NOT THE ONLY ONE HURTING IN THIS WORLD, SO WHY ARE YOU THROWING THE WEIGHT OF YOUR HURT ONTO THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU AND DISREGARDING THEIR SUFFERING? DOES IT HELP? DO YOU FEEL BETTER?
BUT YOUR TEARS WOULD MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY GUILTY FOR MY SELF PRESERVATION FOR THE FACT THAT I TRIED TO PUT MYSELF FIRST FOR ONCE I IMAGINE I’D WHISPER: I’M SORRY. LIGHTING MYSELF ON FIRE TO AVOID BURNING YOU, TO AVOID THE CONFLICT OF WAKING YOU UP TO YOUR ACTIONS AND THE IMPACT THEY HAVE HAD. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
SO I’LL BITE MY TONGUE AGAINST THIS BRUTALITY SMILE AND ALLOW YOU TO WALK ALL OVER ME BECAUSE IT’S POINTLESS TO TRY TO HURT SOMEONE WHO IS ALREADY HURTING SO DEEPLY THAT THEY CAN’T SEE THE WOUNDS THEY ARE LEAVING IN THE ONES THEY LOVE AND BESIDES, I’M NOT THAT PERSON ANYWAY.