catapulted from ephemeral dreams of beautiful places (the hurricane has arrived with enthusiasm) I am wide-eyed in impenetrable darkness it is (always) such a chore to breathe
but I feel a beleaguered joy in the face of death for he has come lithely through my window to lie in my bed a thousand times or more and lift me to his chest like a loveless child murmuring eloquent comforts tempting me with the panacea of surrender the very idea of eternal love vast, fragrant orchards of light that never go out and a thousand times or more I have declined the invitation (indebted to a handful of beautiful people)
and when the morning creeps tentatively in he is gone retreating through the mist taking with him the cacophony of storm leaving me in languor indestructible silence to make a slow and painful rise from tangled sheets and carry through an August day an ethereal presence of an eternal June