I uh, I just, I really, really wish… I knew… what I wanted to say and, why I do this to myself and, what’s wrong with me and, how to tell you… I just, just… I just… don’t know.
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I uh (really sound like my dad when I say that), I just (really need to stop starting random unplanned sentences with I, then realizing it and saying I need to stop doing it), I really (miss you), really (wish…) wish… I knew (a lot of things)… what I wanted to say and (why…), why I do this to myself (it’s all your fault) and, what’s wrong with me (everything) and, how to tell you (I love you)… I just (I freakin love you, okay?), just (miss you)… I just (wish you’d come back)… don’t know.