I'm sitting here waiting
for a sign
to show itself
a message from a god
maybe a tip from my walls
or even smoke signals from buddha
cuz I'm so lost
no one can help
me find my way out
I'm so lost
because you're not by my side
because you aren't here
to show me the way
like you always have
and I miss it
cuz it gave me something
to live for
to hope for
to strive for
and to die for
now I'm just drifting along
trying to stay numb
because if I didn't
I know the tears would begin
but every time I see you in the halls
a lump in my throat starts
my stomach clenches painfully
my heart beats like a hummingbird's
and my legs nearly run me away
'cause I still love you.