you don't seem to get
just how important you are.
or why you hold that spot
in my soul.
it's cuz you were there
and made me feel
like I was special
when no one else did
and made me find out
I can actually smile
and not always have
to cry
your shoulder was always
there when I needed it,
your arms were always
open to me,
your lips were always
close to mine, wanting
to kiss me.
but now, you're not him
at all.
you're an ******* who
doesn't care about anyone
who doesn't love,
and the worst part is
you don't even notice
you've changed.
I still love you so,
but you won't even
look in my direction,
won't even do anything
but you can find the time
to insult me, to complain,
to tell me when I'm doing
something wrong.
I know you're still there somewhere,
I just don't know where.
and I don't know if I have the courage
or the strength to try and dig him out.