Getting drunk
Laying stiff on an air mattress
Tell me, what's fun about this?

Partying isn't for me
I feel so empty

I'll keep drinking shot after shot
And maybe I'll feel differently

Maybe I'll get the love of my life out of my head,
Trick myself into thinking I'd rather be with someone else instead.

Take another puff, pass it around
In the morning I'll be alone on the cold hard ground.

"Not a ****** anymore"
Um, congratulations?
20 second duration

A.j.b. is better than you
Physically
Mentally
Every way

But I can no longer be with him and
I just want to die,
So keep filling my cup
Because I am empty

I just don't give a **** about being alive,
But partying doesn't make me feel any better.

I'll keep going, though. Maybe eventually I'll stop wanting to **** myself if I trick myself instead.