I sit here with much disdain. They utter words of shame. They never spoke a word to me. Yet they judge from what they see. They ****** me as if to say, a sin I've committed. They say I played you out, had you manipulated. The hand-me-down rumors, are but a phase that soon shall pass. Don't spit those remarks behind me, don't assume but ask. Have I no right to what I've seek before the alter? Do I stand before you seeking your approval? Why are you so deemed on sending me to exile? Is this too much a sin to swallow down? And still I sit here with much disdain. I pray to seal those tongues that utter words of shame.