I can't quite explain how this happened and why. But I can't stay away from your touch, smell, love. You couldn't stay away from me.
I've been afraid all my life. I've waited for you. I never expected someone like you. I couldn't predict you would mean this much the day I first saw you. You are my world.
Many wait a life time for a person that would fill the emptiness in their heart. Some die still waiting for that stinging touch from a special loved one.
I'm lucky. You found me.
I don't know and can't know what tomorrow, next week, next year, next decade will bring.
All I know is that when I walk into the Commons of the center of my school, I swear I will weep in your arms.
"I can't do this anymore. I need you."
J, with all my heart, I missed you. I need you, and I swear I will never leave you like that again.