When you have that feeling so deep that you can feel it in your bones, no not your bones the dark part of your soul, that place you never let anyone see expect the person who you see in the mirror that right there is it that's all you need nothing else.
So if you haven't been able to live that feeling, experience it and if it doesn't scare the living **** out of you then your missing out.
Because that thing, that experience, leads to great things.