pacing back and forth like a caged tiger i wait for my release when will this starvation go i left this should be easy escaping a cage but trapped a black hole ******* pulling wrapping around in its hollow embrace cold sorrow if only there was nothing if i felt nothing think over analyze screaming stuck inside a mirror alone loneliness break break up breaking point broken silent screaming of my internal monologue fallacies fakers **** ******* heavy steps heavy heart heavy heat heavy metal cold empty darkness swallows the willing missing pieces gone to dust