Once I wrote this beautiful speech for you
A confession of everything I have felt for a year
I drove an hour to see you at work
And you sent me away
But I admit I did spend to much time there anyways
But it was fine
You needed not to apologize
Until my friend told me the truth that is
How you knew all along
How aware you were of playing me
Taking advantage of me
All so you could use me to get back into her life
I had given you what you wanted
But you didn't let me go

I was too convenient
Awake at any hour to keep you from boredom
To compliment you
To give you any attention you craved
Just so you could toss me away the next day

Over and over you just couldn't let me go
So when I stopped chasing
When I stopped waiting
You still made it about you
Trying to convince me you care
Trying to make me think
That I am the guilty party


You never cared though not really
I was the one always feeling lonely
Always left hurting

Admit it
The second you noticed me
Was the moment I was no longer conveniently there