The only ardor that was present from both parties lays casually in a lonely apparition. My eyes were crowding his. Cornering the triangle. Does my soul mate only exist in my unconscious past? Had the lips I kissed so long ago touch anotherβs? Had the lips touched you more than my soul had a capability of? I rocked forth and back in a misery you knew. Was it planned? The sweet songs of melancholy compromised everything I once owned so well My rival was now beside me with sincere gratitude that I could not feel yet. The tears you will cause the poor girl, does she even know? Did I create this monster who haunts my sleep? I cleaned out the closet but heβs still hiding under my bed.