God,
You know what I need most and I see that now.
I see that this lifestyle is unfulfilling and all I want is you.
All I want is to feel your freedom and peace that comes from your grace transcending all understanding of my being.
I see your reasons and I see your purpose.
I see that I still need to be enveloped in your love and light so I can radiate into the lives of others.
Lord this is my prayer to you.