The thought of seeing you so soon, makes me want to rip my heart out and let the blood drip out of this room

On the other hand,
The thought of seeing you so soon, makes me want to jump into your arms like nothing has changed

Except everything's changed
You never call and it's been so long anymore, it's not strange
You've moved on to a better life, leaving us in the dust
JESUS CHRIST

You make me so mad
******* for leaving us
******* for not caring
******* for telling me to stop staring
You said it was rude to fight and shout
But you don't know the first thing rude's about

I want to hate you,
And I want to show you the ****- show I'm in because of you.

But I'll always run back
Because you were once the most important person I had,
You were my dad.