I was sitting by the fire keeping warm reminiscing on memories of us since that seems to help time fly, now the fire has died and I walk these streets feeling the cold slowly freezing over my skin but the cold feels good relaxes me I feel at home in the cold, is it that my mind is constantly racing that manages to keep me so warm? Is it that a thought of you crosses my mind and my heart beats faster and warms me? Hey might just even possibly the combination of the two but I do know for fact you have this amazing ability to numb any of my pain. I can't help but write  about you especially on nights like these when I can't shake this feeling but I can't even explain thus feeling. I miss you more than ever right now but you wouldn't know that right now. Ten thirty one, nights not getting any younger sure is getting colder, is it that I miss your warmth  could that possibly be it? Maybe just looking for excuses to say I miss you, when it comes down  to it that's all it is I miss my arms around you, I miss that unstoppable feeling I get when im standing next to you. If I haven't said it enough I miss your smile and laugh that is oh so contagious, I miss your voice that is all I can hear when we speak, I miss when we look into each others eyes and the world freezes and above all I miss the I loves yous that only come once in awhile  but is a million times better than  never. These walks are no longer what they use to be especially on nights when the moon shines bright and all I can think of is looking into your eyes on that Friday night , I no longer look upon the ground but to the moon who always accompanies me on these nights when most people are sleeping im writing not just for you but for me to calm my nerves and really take time to take in the air and the beauty of the night sky I always fine that I am longing for the perfect description of most things involving you, how does one describe your perfect personality and your perfect heart, I may just try to write your breath away whenever I write but as long as you get a smile atleast once I know that what I wrote did what I would hope.I write a lot for you but what else am I to do with my time when I could be writing of love?there really is nothing more calming then writing for you since I know its true and will always stand true can't help but compliment you tell you I love you any chance i get, Learned in life you never know when the last time you get to say I love you is, so I love you and  you'll see this world doesn't matter to me and I would give up all I have just to breath  the same air as you till the day that I die because i  can't take my eyes off of you