I tried, believe me, I did.
If only you could have been there to watch it.
I ran inside myself.
I drowned within my spirit.
I swam in a sea of blackness, filled with my essence.
I felt my warmth.
I cocooned myself inside this body, and cancelled any outside resonations.
I turned inward and made my concience backwards.
I ducked, the ever-flowing world passing me atop my head.
I curled into nothingness.
I became dissolved.
I felt my spirit.
And just like he told me,
I merged with myself.
And nothing changed.