Dear silly boy,

As sad as I am for me, I am more sad for you
I don't think you understand what you had to lose.

You won't get it today and probably not tomorrow
But time will teach you a lesson and you'll fall victim to true sorrow
You keep yourself estranged from every real emotion. For you Actual true love- is a preposterous idea and you a victim of it- is even more so.
But-
One day you'll see- All I had to give. All i was willing to share. The value of that love . And when you do it will be too late. Only then will you understand
all that was in your possession-

the crux of it is
it will no longer be yours to possess
And by denying yourself that you'll recognize you did the very thing you thought you were protecting yourself from:
Being Vulnerable.
Being able to be hurt.

That was the true difference between you and me.
I gave in. I was hurt.
It did break me. But I learned how to pick up my pieces. I learned to fix myself.
I felt that grief, I evolved past it.
You never allowed yourself to do the same.
Because of this- I feel more sad for you then I ever will for me

Sincerely,
The Girl You Should Have Loved