There was once hope And I knew how to cope But my mother ran away to elope And I started to depend on dope As I tried to hang myself with rope
The darkness won I forgot how to have fun I wanted my life to be done I learned what it's like to be shunned And the pain weighed me down as if it was 1,000 tons
So I started seeing a therapist named Lee But eventually she had too high of a fee And I was alone with the monsters inside of me They kept biting and cutting, They never let me be And all the scars, No one would ever see
As the pain remained, I grew old I never could fit in a happy, smiling mold And it was my suicide note that I decided to fold And all my treasures have been sold Suicide took me, My heart died cold.