I am the man who believes that the word "fear" is an ugly word I am the man who is so full of it that I drip confidence. Everything I do comes from a place of confidence. I am willing to be insulted for what I do I'm willing to be injured as well, I'm willing to try and fail , but my one thought of even talking to you well, I.. I simply find it so scary to open my mouth and to open my heart that I cannot even begin to and when I look at you from away, I see such lascivious bliss inside of you and I want to talk to you but, my knees buckle my arms begin to go weak and I can't think straight. You have no clue how badly and sadly I look upon you.